just saying

i finally got it right playing "Starlight" by Muse on my guitar
with Muse as my all-time favourite band, playing their songs had gave me a great feeling
now, learning to play 21 guns by green day, and off i go then xD

playing

oh well, with plenty of studying lately, barely had the time to do anything
now and with my exams over, i just lost the mood to do anything concern college

and with my probably lousy grades coming back to bite me in the ass, i just dont know what to do
all i have left in my life which still have some value is of course playing my guitar


hey, at least my life isnt 100% dull right?

over!

wooo!
it never felt this good when an exams comes to and end
except for the spm one of course where people got jizzed by coke xD
next week, getting by two week break
hopefully, i will make full use of it.....to HOLIDAY!!
cause after that, maybe sam is gonna be worse than the first semester *gasp*
oh well, that's all, i am out

always...

when one problem goes away, another pops out
will this end?
i dont know
i guess thats why life is full of challenges ahead
could be exciting or just plain dreadful and annoying
i need the strength to cope with this

its been a while

seems so long since i last played COD
wait, it was a long time
today, played it and still loved it xD
what can i say, i have a thing for first person shooting games

A new hope

suddenly, it feels right again
all it takes is one action to chnage everything
now, i just need to hold onto that feeling

Taken away..

why must it be this difficult?
this is the only thing that i have left
why must you take it away from me?
you think those words will change me?
you think your actions will scare me?
i dont think so
hell, i dont give a damm any more

Lost...

sometimes, i have no idea what to do anymore
it seems that i have lost the will
i have no inspiration anymore
no motivation, the spark sucked out of me
i felt like giving up at a lot of times
although there are times where i will be on fire again, motivated again
but my body does not respond to it, even if my hearts tells me to
i just.....dont know what to do anymore

Decisions, decisons....

life is just full of decisions
every day you will surely have to decided something, even if its a small thing
like: "which shirt should i wear today?" or "should i cut my toenails first or my fingernails first?"
you get the idea right?
once in a while, soemthing big comes into your life
it could be or will be a life changing decision once it is decided
will you make the right decision? you can never know until you decided
by then, once in a while that question "what if..." pops out
life is just full of "what if.."
but do we know it will turn up the way we wanted if we could change our decisions
looks like we just have to sit back and go along for the ride


and that's what you called a decision that went horribly wrong

gosh...

whee!! finally, the holidays
i really need this, SAM was a real energy sapping course
but sadly, this wont be really a break
got 4 projects to finish up
not to forget i have to do some catching up with physics and spec maths
did really badly in both, probably due to lack of concentration into it during class
oh well, time to do some work i guess...

what to say

and so, got my results back, quite good, prefer if all As but who doesnt
oh well, received the congrats, well done and bla bla bla from family and relatives
nothing else to comment bout it, oh well lol
whats been happening the past week:
1) Arsenal WON!! WHEEEE!!
2) F1 finally started again! WHEE!!!
3) Ferrari won! WHEEE!
4) Chong Wei won! WHEEEE!
5) I am getting a ONE WEEK HOLIDAY!!!! WHOOPEEE!! (yea, its gets a whoopee, xD)

i am just syok sendiri here, am I ?

Dreams

hmm, what exactly is a dream?
some say is what you want to achieve in the future
while some say is what you have in mind
especially when you are sleeping, your dreams shows what you want

for me? i don't know
i dont know what it means anymore
when i sleep, all i want is just a peaceful long sleep
i always hated it when waking up without remembering dreaming but still feeling exhausted
then i remembered being a villain using all sorts of heavy artillery killing police officers. a dream is supposed to show what you want....I DONT WANT THAT!! except while playing games of course xD

haiz, nowadays i dont look forward to a long sleep as before cause i dont know what will happen

all i want is nice long, peaceful, relaxing sleep. is that too much to ask?



like this fellow right here

*gasp

haiz...exams are coming!!
wasn't expecting this when i signed up for sam, but oh well
last time, i only have to worry about the term examinations
now, i have to worry about it every few weeks...*gasp
oh well, study study study, which of course, i wont do...

updated...finally

oh wow, its been months since i last logged in here, guess i got lazy but who cares
college started, obviously, still adapting to the life i guess
kinda tiring since it ends late
doesnt help with me getting up at 5.50 in the morning(THIS IS WORST THAN SCHOOL!!)

class is kinda ok, just getting akward seing some of the guys hitting on our english teacher (she's 24 btw)

and now, i am starting to dislike my physics teacher (not pn saik hate level....yet)
she's a real sien ballz and making lessons more complicated than it is..haiz

maths and spec maths lecturer are kinda ok, econs...kinda boring
and dont get me started on the lan subject
freakin boooring..
hated the session

and that is all for now, who knows when i will update again

random pics

found this pictures on the net (click on the pictures to enlarge it)

this was painted on the back of the truck. imagine this was in front of you on the road, gg


how sad....


so, he's not into the dark side, hmm...


this looks convenient, lets go to 1U and get one


what happens when they are hungry?

if only i knew....

just a random shot in penang

hmm...how do i summed up my hoiday trip?
well, went taiping, stoned and slept for almost the whole day...
damm bored
went penang, put on some weight some weight thanks to all the food i ate
thinked i gained a few pounds,haiz...
now my back ache like shit due to the long hours of stoning in the car
life's just great, huh?

miss Q-mar

ok, so i said i wont be posting until after exams, sue me
i just want to post up this video

this fellow is like the singaporean version of russell peters...well almost
you will see what i meant by watching it

update

ok, this will be my last update until the trials is over (which is 5 weeks away!that's a long time!)

nothing much to update actually, only thing that is happening is study study study...haiz
football season is back. YAY!! why must the exam clash with football anyway..haiz

not to forget, nadal's ranking dropped to no 3, another haiz (damm you murray!)

so...that's it then

btw, to cheer anyones mood cause of studying, watch this

FLEP09

FLEP is called Family Life Education Pasefika in full,as the video description says anyway
they are based in Auckland, New Zealand and provide sexual education to students and people
and they have this group called 2XL which sends out messages through music

recently, they decided to do some random stuffs, as the title of the videos below said
turns out their performance are quite entertaining

like this one at McDonalds


and some other videos




they even have a best man speech


and more other random acts


quite an interesthing group, huh?

Quote of the day

"Kamu semua raja budak kecil"
courtesy of a certain sejarah teacher

well, what can i say? cengal is always like that, xD
today we just pure syok sendiri

conteng the white board, throwing paper balls everywhere even with teacher around..
we really syok sendiri non-stop
why?
cause we are "raja budak kecil" xD

speaking of syok sendiri, this a video of pure syok sendiri